Frustration!

a. a woman couldn't keep her legs closed.
b. the dr gets severly overbooked
c. I don't give a flying flip what the excuse is...

There should be a sign on the door when you walk in, or even have the receptionist tell you "your expected wait time is.." But no. They don't. You have a SCHEDULED appt, 4 weeks ahead of time. Yet, you arrive, and low and behold, you wait. and wait. and wait. I waited an HOUR! to see my damn dr. that was after the ultrasound. Once they called me back. I sat and weighted. hehe ya. weighted. As in I had to step on the darn scale. If ya think i am sharing that info you are on CRACK. Anyway. Weighed, BP...

Sit for 10 min. the dr calls me into her office. Talks to me for less than 2 minutes...all we talked about was "yes, it's another boy" and "everything looks great" Ya. Great. See ya in 4 weeks. BLAH.

I am starting to freak out. About the birth of this baby. She promises me I'll be asleep before they cut.

But I am starting to worry about the timing of his arrival. What if he wants to come a little earlier?!?!? I am more than ok with him coming anytime AFTER 12/25...but, what if he wants to come a day or 2 earlier!!!!! NOOOO. I am already talking to him telling him no way, he has to stay put. I cannot be in the hospital for Christmas. I just cannot.

I am off work today. I am so glad I can manipulate my schedule. I had HORRID sleep last night. I couldn't sleep. At one point, I woke up and ran into the living room I swore I saw and smelled smoke. There was none. I hope my husband didn't see that. I was up a ton, swore I heard something fall. I just couldn't sleep, at all. So. I am going to spend the (rest of) the day relaxing. For a few hours anyway. Tum-tum has a dr appt at 240, he has quite a bit of chest congestion. Poor baby...he's such a trooper.


Tomorrow is the big day, Rocky gets to meet his K teacher. We have to take all his supplies in and find out wether he starts Friday or Monday. I hope it's monday...I already had to take today off so Friday is looking kinda busy...

Hope everyone has a great day. Think I am gonna go rest my lil head.

Saturday.

Wild boys. They need to get out of my house. They need fresh air. They need to be in someone elses care.

I *think* hubby and I have a date tonight.

And now, all of a sudden, I cannot get my stupid computer to load pictures. Cry. I have such adorable pics, it's really a shame.

I watched Must Love Dogs today for the first time, quite a cute movie.

I watched that AFTER I watched a Tori and Dean marathon...wow. She had me in tears as she went in for her c-section with her little girl. Brought it to me, how real it is, how emoitional it is...I am freaking out now. Thanks Tori. As of right now, I am ready for him. I know as soon as I lay in that hospital bed, I will try to back out of it, say nevermind, today isn't a good day for me...I change my mind. I think of many excues, in the end, the kid gets out. That day.

It's been a long day.

I''ve been trying to wake up at 6, to get Rocky ready for waking up early. It sucks. I hate waking up early. I love weekends where we can sleep late. I am already worried that soccer is going to take that away from out Saturday mornings, and if we're being good religious people we need to go to chuch on Sundays....

I guess I'll have plenty of time to sleep when I am dead. At least that's what I told a lazy patient today. He's closer there than he likes to think, especially if he keeps his lazy ass in the bed.

Today I worked like a good little employee, only pissed one person off that I know of. And really, it wasn't my fault. So BITE ME to the bitter old lady.

Tum tum now says everything we say "Tum-tum what did you do?" as he pretty much destroyed my moms living room in less than 2 min, he said "what did you do??" too fun.

I am tired, I am going to bed. My new toy better be here tomorrow, I will cry, and kick and scream if it isn't here. It hasn't been updated on the tracking thing since yesterday am, and that makes me nervous, I just wanna play.

I am a horrible american.

I am NOT looking forward to the olympics taking over TV for the next 2 weeks. Shoot me.